I truly have the best Sir in the entire world. He is constantly doing wonderful things, little presents like Red Velvet Cupcakes and sour gummi worms, searching for hours in the cold for my lost wallet, comforting my tears without ever getting angry or annoyed, just telling me over and over again that It Will Be Okay.

After my anxious post last night, my Mr. Bones ended up giving me a call, sensing the anxiety and volunteering an idea to distract my brain during those long hours. He created a character slot on his video game account for Guild Wars 2 (which is like WoW, but much, MUCH cooler), gave me the password and email to his account, and told me to play while he was at work.

So I did - creating a magicman who has skin of bark and a mohawk of leaves, a leaf like a mask across his face. My Greenman Wildwarrior, that aspect of myself that I keep wanting to get in touch with. So I created him, and spent hours battling and gliding across skies on dandelion seedpods and crossing crystalline rivers and charging past the most luminescent ultraviolet blossoms. So much beauty in one game, like my dreamworld plucked from my skull and spread across a screen, a lovely fantasy to explore and get lost in.

So that was my day, and for the first time in months, I had a whole day spent without Sir in which anxiety did not strike me. It was lovely, and it was such a kind gift for him to offer me: hours of amusement and blissful distraction.

I think I am might be addicted to it already.

He is so good to me, and I am so grateful and thankful that he came into my life. <3 <3 <3